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Thursday, March 19, 2015

mood...





UNIVERSAL LAW

KJV Psalm 32: 1-11 

1   Blessed is he whose transgression is forgiven, whose sin is covered.

2   Blessed is the man unto whom the Sovereign imputeth not iniquity, and in whose spirit there is no guile. 

3   When I kept silence, my bones waxed old through my roaring all the day long.  

4   For day and night thy hand was heavy upon me:  my moisture is turned into the drought of summer.  Selah.  

5   I acknowledged my sin unto thee, and mine iniquity have I not hid.  I said, I will confess my transgressions unto the Sovereign; and thou forgavest the iniquity of my sin.  Selah.

6   For this shall every one that is set apart unto thee in a time when thou mayest be found:  surely in the floods of great waters they shall not come nigh unto him.

7   Thou art my hiding place; thou shalt preserve me from trouble; thou shalt compass me about with songs of deliverance.  Selah.  

8   I will instruct thee and teach thee in the way which thou shalt go.  I will guide thee with mine eye.  

 9   Be ye not as the horse, or as the mule, which have no understanding:  whose mouth must be held in with bit and bridle, lest they come near unto thee.

10  Many sorrows shall be to the wicked:  but he that trusteth in the Sovereign, mercy shall compass him about.

11  Be glad in the Sovereign, and rejoice, ye righteous:  and shout for joy, all ye that are upright in heart.

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Love's in need of Love...

today. 

in a major way...His People/my people need One Love.

as we head on into...


ONE YAH~ ONE MESSIAH~ ONE WORLD

Friday, March 13, 2015

i'm never speaking up again...just one more thing...



i'm never speaking up again...

just one more thing...

why does that crack me up?

the ability to laugh, hard, at the most random thoughts has been my saving grace, lately.

thank you Father.

without a doubt, every little glimmer of Goodness comes from You. 

now...

if i could conquer this give Love in the face of no Real Love thingy...

i'd be off to the races!

if only...

this song has been in my head a lot in the last few days. 

though not sung from my point of view, really. 

more of a mixture of how i feel sometimes, at certain parts.   it is definitely how someone else should be feeling Right now.  though i doubt they will.   in all likelihood their position=

it's all Eve!! 

it's that woman!!! 

i wear my heart on my sleeve!!!

never mind gentleman rules, home training, respect for boundaries, discretion, etc.

i can only own what i own. 

despite folk being quick to try to hang all their ish on me. 

'cause i am "strong"...

does any body else feel like "oh, no!" when someone calls them this?

i do.

experience informs my Belief that whoever says it,  is about to try to weigh me down with a whole bunch of junk that i don't want, need, nor own.

then if vehemently rejected...

"attitude" convos ensue.

anything outside of nods and smiles in the face of the utter madness = "bitter"...

hence the resolve to never speak up again.

just dumb, mute, blank stare + blinking.

yep.  that's the plan. 

surely that can't be mistaken as condescending, patronizing, wicked heart, or any other label folk have attempted to slap on this week alone.

speaking up finds me in trouble...

nonstop.

"it's not what you say, it is how you say it."

not speaking of any one particular soul.  be clear.  many have made a point of saying this to me or where i can hear...

pure uncut never goes over well it seems. 

folk demand a grip of sugar, ish and polietics.

never mind these same ones come...

hard.  

but then i am "strong"...

see?

lol.  

no time to go on and on. 

the song:




speaking up will get you deserted...

with the quickness.

Love! 

Trust!

understood + all Good.

now that the random brain drain is done.  self therapy.

aah...

you know, i've been told to shut everything down.

thought about it + started to do it, too.

then decided, on my terms, would be when it made my list of things to do.

Truth:  i write for my life + sanity- what's left anyways:)

if in the process another soul is Blessed...

then all the pressing and stress is worth it. 

yes, stress, is a by-product of non stop failed tests. 

i could quote some Scripture that states otherwise, but then i already covered the fact that i am failing + getting much wrong.

that said, i turn my attention to the only thing in the world that gives me Peace. 

the only thing in the world that feeds my soul. 

the only thing in the world that encourages me to be me + free.   while the world that doesn't even know me tries to dictate to me, how to be me.

His Word.

it seems no matter what i am facing...

it has already been faced + written about.

on those days when i feel more tested, pressed and stressed than Blessed- His Word is my Strength + how i keep on. 

so, i will be practicing just holding silence. 

that i may truly walk as righteous, heart of Yah, King David-whom i Love:)

before my ever present accusers line up to slap me with "hypocrite!" labels...

please know that i know;  i fail miserably time and again with verse 1 of the following KJV Psalm:

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UNIVERSAL LAW

KJV Psalm 39:1-13 

1   I SAID, I will take heed to my ways, that I sin not with my tongue:  I will keep my mouth with a bridle, while the wicked is before me.  

2   I was dumb with silence, I held my peace, even from good; and my sorrow was stirred.

3   My heart was hot within me, while I was musing the fire burned then spake I with my tongue,

4   Sovereign, make me to know mine end, and the measure of my days, what it is; that I may know how frail I am.

5   Behold, thou hast made my days as an handbreadth; and mine age is as nothing before thee:  verily every man at his best state is altogether vanity.  Selah.

6   Surely every man walketh in a vain shew:  surely they are disquieted in vain:  he heapeth up riches, and knoweth not who shall gather them.  

7   And now, Sovereign, what wait I for?  my hope is in thee.

8   Deliver me from all my transgressions:  make me not the reproach of the foolish.

9   I was dumb, I opened not my mouth; because thou didst it.  

10 Remove thy stroke away from me:  I am consumed by the blow of thine hand.

11 When thou with rebukes dost correct man for iniquity, thou makest his beauty to consume away like a moth:  surely every man is vanity.  Selah.

12 Hear my prayer, O Sovereign, and give ear unto my cry; hold not thy peace at my tears:  for I am a stranger with thee, and a sojourner, as all my fathers were.

13 O spare me, that I may recover strength, before I go hence, and be no more. 


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at the end of the day...

come what may...

it is He, alone, i seek to please. 

it is my soul's prayer that all souls will know that this is what time it is, for Real, as we head on into...



ONE YAH~ ONE MESSIAH~ ONE WORLD


  

Wednesday, February 25, 2015

be angry...and sin not...


be angry...

and sin not. 

a tall order for those of us that daily strive to be fully emotionally disciplined + keep what feels like triple portions of Wrath in check;( 

failing miserably...

most days. 

today...

= a victory. 

even if only an itty bitty one... 

+ i sense the devil really wants me to drop +stop... 

dead in my tracks.

Truth be told, i feel tired enough to do just that. 

but that is just a feeling.  so...off those feelings get shaken.

but YAH!

so just a quick little, try my level best to clear my head, writing break...

before it is time, with a serious headache that came for a visit today + won't go away and stop.

be that as it may...it is time to get.the.grind ON!

yep.

i pray all saints in the midst of the battle will catch their second wind, in Messiah's Mighty Name.

here's a quick a song and word of encouragement...

a place where He led + fed me, in my daily bread.

for all souls struggling to be angry and sin...not.

confession:  cap locked bold defeated devils REALLY tick me OFF! 

namaste.

lol. 

just had to get that out...before my aching head pops;)






to help keep things in their proper perspective...despite all i think i see. 

for those of US on epic Faith walks that just won't stop, come what may. 

may HIS Praise always be our my mouths...'cause it is written:
 

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UNIVERSAL LAW:
KJV Psalm 40:1-17 

1   I WAITED patiently for the Sovereign; and he inclined unto me, and heard my cry.

2   He brought me up also out of an horrible pit, out the miry clay, and set my foot upon a rock, and established my goings. 

3   And he hath put a new song in my mouth, even praise unto our Almighty:  many shall see it, and fear, and shall trust in the Sovereign.  

4   Blessed is that man that maketh the Sovereign his trust, and respecteth not the proud, nor such as turn aside to lies.  

5   Many, O Sovereign my Almighty, are thy wonderful works which thou hast done, and thy thoughts which are to us-ward:  they cannot be reckoned up in order unto thee:  if I would declare and speak of them, they are more than can be numbered.

6   Sacrifice and offering thou didst not desire; mine ears hast thou opened:  burnt offering and sin offering hast thou not required.  

7   Then said I, Lo I come:  in the volume of the book is written of me, 

8   I delight to do thy will, O my Almighty:  yea, thy law is within my heart.  

9   I have preached righteousness in the great congregation:  lo, I have not refrained my lips, O Sovereign, thou knowest.  

10  I have not hid thy righteousness within my heart; I have declared thy faithfulness and thy salvation;  I have not concealed thy lovingkindness and thy truth from the great congregation.  

11  Withhold not thou thy tender mercies from me, O Sovereign:  let thy lovingkindness and thy truth continually preserve me.  

12  For innumerable evils have compassed me about:  mine iniquities have taken hold upon me, so that I am not able to look up; they are more than the hairs of mine head:  therefore my heart faileth me.  

13  Be pleased, O Sovereign, to deliver me:  O Sovereign, make haste to help me.

14  Let them be ashamed and confounded together that seek after my soul to destroy it; let them be driven backward and put to shame that wish me evil.  

15  Let them be desolate for a reward of their shame that say unto me, Aha, aha.  

16  Let all those that seek thee rejoice and be glad in thee:  let such as love thy salvation say continually, The Sovereign be magnified.  

17  But I am poor and needy; yet the Sovereign thinketh upon me:  thou art my help and my deliverer; make no tarrying, O my Almighty.

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bread/food and encouragement for the soul, indeed, as we head on into...



ONE YAH~ ONE MESSIAH~ ONE WORLD 


Sunday, February 22, 2015

it's all related...on all levels.


started writing this back on the 28th of January...

then it got all stuck.  

this might be a long one:)

though i will make every effort to keep it simple + to the point.

first stop:

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UNIVERSAL LAW:
KJV Psalm 150:6 - Let every thing that hath breath praise the Sovereign...

     

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i don't know 'bout anybody else...


what i can say for sure, without a doubt...is this:

Yah is Real. 
Faithful.
Loyal.
Loving.
quick to forgive.
a Shield + buckler to His.

+ so many other yummy, beautiful things.

by all signs He appears to delight in cloaking His in Mercy and Grace.

so without concern for how anybody else feels about it..

i am bound to give Him some PRAISE!

ONLY He is worthy!

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the following Scripture has been on my heart and mind a lot.

when i see how historical enemies treat His People/my people, on the daily, around the globe...

rather than get angry/mad about it...which injures me.  since my temple was not build to hold rage.

i pray about it.

don't be impressed.  this is some newness that He has mercifully added to me.

see..

this is what He has revealed:

it is not about them...

it is about US.

throughout Scriptures, He tells US.  our enemies hate US 'cause they know when we awaken, as a nation, it is a wrap on all the whack smack they use in our spiritual/verbal/physical/financial attacks.  

for Real.

this is Truth for all nations that walk in His Spirit and Truth.  all become heirs to the promises of Abraham...as it is written.

so the non-stop stories in the news, i won't fixate on.  i pray that none of will.  that we will refuse to allow these prophesied things to give US the blues or bring our spirits down. truly, none of it should cause fear.  perfect Love indeed casts out all fear. 

instead, as we are led, i pray all nations will look to Him/His Word + pray,  give Him praise and lift up His Name.  wherever we are, without fear of what might be lost- i pray we will get busy that He might get the Glory.  He will draw all men unto Him.  that's His Word.  and He is not a man that He should lie.

my soul's prayer for all of His People:

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UNIVERSAL LAW
KJV Psalm 80:1-7 

1   Give ear, O Shepherd of Yacob/Yahuthim/Israel, thou that leadest Yoseph like a flock; thou that dwellest between the cherubims, shine forth.

2   Before Ephraim and Benyamin and Manasseh stir up thy strength, and come and save us.  

3   Turn us again, O Almighty, and cause thy face to shine; and we shall be saved.  

4   O Sovereign Almighty of hosts,  how long wilt thou be angry against the prayer of thy people?

5   Thou feedest them with the bread of tears; and givest them tears to drink in great measure.

6   Thou makest us a strife unto our neighbors:  and our enemies laugh among themselves.

7   Turn us again, O Almighty of hosts, and cause thy face to shine; and we shall be saved.

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much as in the days of old, there is hatred to be had when folk act in Obedience and do as they are told..

as when Yoseph shared his dream with his brethren, so it is today.  when one puts what we see in perspective, there is no need to play into race hatred.   it is truly a waste of time.

We are One in His Spirit and Truth.

as a nation, today we focus on the MLK dream...which when he shared, it, too, caused great hate.  despite the brand new, everybody was on board, precious lie circulated today. 

it is wise to focus on another dream...

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UNIVERSAL LAW:

KJV Genesis 37:3-8 

3   Now Yacob loved Yoseph more than all his children...and made him a coat of many colors.

4   And when his brethren saw that their father loved him more than his brethren, they hated him and could not speak peaceably unto him.

5   And Yoseph dreamed a dream, and he told it his brethren:  and they hate him yet the more.  

6   And he said unto them, Hear, I pray you, this dream which I have dreamed:

7   For, behold, we were binding sheaves in the field, and, lo, my sheaf arose, and also stood upright; and, behold, your sheaves stood round about, and made obeisance to my sheaf.

8   And his brethren said to him, Shalt thou indeed reign over us?  or shalt thou indeed have dominion over us?  And they hated him yet the more for his dreams, and for his words.  

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for greater Understanding: obeisance = bowed down.

folk 'bout to bow down and hate those of US that know this...

see it again written here:

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UNIVERSAL LAW:
KJV Genesis 49:8-12, 22-26   

8   Yahudah, thou art he whom thy brethren shall praise:   thy hand shall be in the neck of thine enemies; thy father's children shall bow down before thee.

9  Yahudah is a lion's whelp:  from the prey, my son, thou art gone up:  he stooped down, he couched as a lion, and as an old lion; who shall rouse him up?

10  The sceptre shall not depart from Yahudah, nor a lawgiver from between his feet, until Shiloh come;  and unto him shall the gathering of the people be.

22  Yoseph is a fruitful bough, even a fruitful bough by a well; whose branches run over the wall:

23  The archers have sorely grieved him, and shot at him, and hated him:  

24  But his bow abode in strength, and the arms of his hands were made strong by the hands of the mighty Yah of Yacob; (from thence is the shepherd, the stone of Yahuthim/Israel.)

25   Even by the Almighty of thy father, who shall help thee; and by the Almighty, who shall bless thee with blessings of heaven above, blessings of the deep that lieth under, blessings of the breasts, and of the womb:

26  The blessings of thy father have prevailed above the blessings of my progenitors unto the utmost bound of the everlasting hills:  they shall be on the head of him that was separate from his brethren. 

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double for the trouble...

seems that slavery plays quite the part in this.  it's all related...on all levels.

folk don't want to think about it, much less talk about it.  yet, facing the uncomfortable is how the healing comes.

i am a witness.

ps.  there should be no guilt nor shame.  this is not of Yah.  

when one understands what is written...

there can be no true upset at the players who are simply being used to bring about His Word.  let 'em keep talking 'bout Peace + Freedom while they plot everything but... 

the Wrath that is being lined up for this great nation is written.  for folk to separate along color lines is to play into the deception and lies.  this is not my opinion.  this is what is written.  trust me when i tell you, my mind had to change.  His Word did/will not.  what is written will come to pass.   or as Moses is known to have said:

as it is written, so shall it be done.

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UNIVERSAL LAW
KJV Genesis 15:13-14

13   And He said unto Abram, Know of a surety that thy seed shall be a stranger in a land that is not theirs, and they shall serve them; and they shall afflict them four hundred years;

14   And also that nation, whom they shall serve, will I judge:  and afterward shall they come out with great substance.  

KJV Acts 7:6-7  

6   And Yah spake on this wise, That his seed should sojourn in a strange land; and that they should bring them into bondage, and entreat them  evil four hundred years.  

7   And the nation to whom they shall be in bondage will I judge, said Yah: and after that shall they come forth, and serve me in this place.

KJV Galatians 3:28-29 

28  There is neither Hebrew nor Greek, there is neither bond nor free, there is neither male nor female:  for ye are all one in Yahushua Messiah. 

29   And if ye be Messiah's, then are ye Abraham's seed, and heirs according to the promise.
 

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read somewhere recently that a child was writing warning again and again. 

even a small child can see the Wrath that is lined up for this nation.  this nation that daily provokes the Wrath of Almighty Yah. 

warning:

it is time to get close to Him + Right. 

all signs indicate that we are headed on into...



ONE YAH~ ONE MESSIAH~ ONE WORLD

   

Thursday, February 12, 2015

one mo' gin...thank you + yep, it's true;)



had to do it one mo' gin...

thank you!

i am a witness, too;)

as we head on into...


ONE YAH~ ONE MESSIAH~ ONE WORLD



Wednesday, February 11, 2015

thank you...



just a quick thank you...

on this day when all scales on my eyes were snatched away. 

three years ago...

He showed me. 

i saw what they did. 

i saw you make no bones about who you were with...

called Messiah by His Name.  or the name most are taught to believe belongs to Him. 

no vague, ambiguous, double speak when it is another l-rd, folk praise + really mean.
























    


not sure what these demons thought they were doing...

all i heard was this, in a Bill Duke voice:

you know you done messed up, Right? 

i.see.you.devils. 

+ i am not afraid of you. 

not sure how folk get so caught up.  ensnared.  trapped.

when children...

i look at the parents.

no judgment.  just sayin'...

i am a parent, too.  making mistakes = what we do.

those things that get me sufficiently riled up make me want to change them. 

or at least mess up every plan for them to proceed as much as possible.

secrets?

nah, there will be none of those.

big mouth of the south, plans to air them all out.

yep.

demons take care of their own.

uh huh.

Yah's people do, too.  

or at least we are supposed to.

He showed me, clearly, how demons also traumatized baby girl BK.  my prayers are with her to this very day.  Heavenly Father, you know i have cried + prayed, like BK came from my womb.  i wouldn't presume to tell you what to do.  wake her + heal her Father that you might get the Glory.  if that is a part of your Will + plan.  if not, give those of US that Love her the Strength to Stand. 

thank you...Whitney. 

your walk Blessed me tremendously. 

i Loved you through it all.  cried like i had lost a family member the day these demons murdered you, in plain sight, and you died.  bold devils partying knowing full well you were still at the hotel.  yep, i intend to give 'em righteous hell.  

shut folk down, too, when they spoke reckless where i could hear.  like folk were bad mouthing family.  sure did + will continue to do. 

your song, i didn't know my own strength...

encourages me to Stand Strong with no fear.

when i hear your voice...

it is like you are still here...



thank you...

even though you have passed on, you still are used mightily to encourage me. 

not built to break.

looking to Him/His Word...you remind me in your song, i look to you.

so i am determined as i walk with Him and you were used mightily to this end.  i agree with you, Messiah is quite cool:)  i can't wait to see His Face + ask Him questions, too.  it seems i must stay awhile longer, 'cause i got much work yet to do... 

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UNIVERSAL LAW:
KJV Ephesians 5:11-16

11  And have no fellowship with the unfruitful works of darkness, but rather reprove them.  

12  For it is a shame even to speak of those things which are done of them in secret.  

13   But all things that are reproved are made manifest by the light:  for whatsoever doth make manifest is light.  

14   Wherefore he saith, Awake thou that sleepest, and arise from the dead, and Messiah shall give thee light.

15   See then that ye walk circumspectly, not as fools, but as wise,

16   Redeeming the time, because the days are evil.

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the way devils + folk did you hurt me to my soul...

woke me up though.  so i count it all joy, in keeping with His Word.

on this day, i listen once again to what you sing + say.


 
ok.

He has seen fit to heal me. 

never thought i would make it through.  but then i never knew my own strength:) 

GLORY to His Name!!!

so i can obey and not cry for you today.

but i will say, again...

thank you.

as we head on into...


ONE YAH~ ONE MESSIAH~ ONE WORLD 



Tuesday, February 10, 2015

if mood were a song or music...


if mood were a song or music...

it would look a lot like the ones below.

for Real.

the only thing i would add/say is this:

i can't save my soul nor myself-that's all Messiah and He's got US/me. 

that said...my mood in the form of music:


as i politely invite those that have appointed themselves to the committee to futilely attempt to control my money + me...

to high tail it, with their little defeated devilish antics on back to where they belong...

this is the rest of my mood + soul food; in the form of a song:



while it feels like i am Flo Jo'ing my way over/around obstacles.   holding fast to my promise + crown...on a full press.  

i am reminded of this plain Truth:

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UNIVERSAL LAW:
KJV Proverbs 10:22- The blessing of the Sovereign, it maketh rich, and He addeth no sorrow with it.

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just like that- eliminates all stress;)

so...

nope.

there will be no bum deals.

no compromise.

no needless apologizing.

no asking permission to be... me. 

no trying to fit in no itty bitty boxes + be...

someone other than a better me.

a better me in He who saved, redeemed + protects me.

daily.

that's what it is.  and as momma would say...it is what it is.

this i hold fast to- fully resolved to let it do what it do.

as all signs clearly indicate we are headed on into...



ONE YAH~  ONE MESSIAH~  ONE WORLD