Tuesday, June 30, 2015

war in the mind...

'conferences at yale...discussing the doctrines of baal.'- LBoogie

princeton, hbcus and harvard, too.  + these are they who make the demonic 'rules.'  -fp/me

catch that clue.

in an idol worshiping, turned from Yah culture...

wonder why the ones that spit the Real are often killed?

eaten by the vultures?

those that tow the line, playing both sides..

do just fine.

on the surface...

of this spiritual circus.

never experiencing a shortage of lost souls who can't wait to agree.  retweet me! follow me, please!

afraid to 'judge' what Yah calls this P.C. ALL DAY nation.   

those that His Hand are on...

hold the place of honor...

aka 'crazy.'
which is just fine by me.

during this time, battling my own...

war in the mind.  

i pray ALL souls will be encouraged and soldier on...

though some days, Truth be told...

i am over it.

Real talk/spit.

don't Understand the point of the exercise nor why...

but then it is not my place to know.  + my Understanding and ways are not that High.

confession:  i will throw a fit, pull it together, and get back to it. 

unless folk are invading my privacy without my permission... 


snooping, without copping to it nor compensating me for such Rights...

they will never know it.

and frankly it is not their business- unless i come outside my house and show it.

i realize i make it other folks' business once i have told it.

do that on purpose.

my reason:  folk that seek to betray me should know i have no secrets.  deliberately.  which makes me free.  

for others that are not perfect little saints, e'erday of the week...

wouldn't want them to think, it is just them.

can we ever be Real?      

this little nugget blessed me today- knowing that He can't lie:


KJV Hosea 1:7

But I will have mercy upon the house of Yahudah, and will save them by the Sovereign their Almighty, and will not save them by bow, nor by sword, nor by battle, by horses, or by horsemen.

there is deception, agendas, and lies coming from all sides...

many many many programs...complete with crosses, ankhs, and hexagrams...

be that as it may; i am praying/fighting hard for US/me to not lose the way, spiritually, heading on into....


Thursday, June 18, 2015

in Messiah's Mighty Name...i pray...

yea, though i walk through the valley of the shadow of death, i will fear no evil: for thou art with me; thy rod and thy staff they comfort me.

in Messiah's Mighty Name, i pray that our nation will awaken and see, clearly, the war waged against our minds, bodies, souls and spirits. 

may we recognize the wiles of the enemy...

and refuse to fall prey. 

choosing instead to look to the Most High, and follow His way.

let US see...


what the false flags mean...

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as we head on into....


Sunday, April 19, 2015

incredible Yah, alone, deserves incredible Praise...

since my heart is full of Gratitude and Praise...




let US be our name and give Yah Almighty, Most High, some Praise!

may all  nations, tribes, hues and tongues...



thought i would share this with the world on this beautiful, new, glorious day:)

Truth be told...

i can get turned around + a little lost going in a straight line. 

Yah knows this is Truth- yet sees fit to make sure all gets worked out just fine.



KJV Romans 8:28- And we know that all things work together for the Good to them that love Yah, to them who are the called according to His purpose.


so i am bound to give Him some mo' Praise!

it is my prayer, in Messiah's Name, for all souls -worldwide- to look to Him/His Word as a guide...

especially during these end days, tribulation of the earth, long ago prophesied times.

heard this song today and it says precisely what my heart sings and desires to say.

Yah knows...

so rather than write for long, i will simply share the song:


thank you....

just wanted to take a few moments to say...

thank you, firmoo.

thank you for my lovely glasses.

tried to think of a way to share my thoughts...

decided simplicity is best.  in a few words, this is how i would describe my glasses:

well fitting
a pleasure to wear

my experience with the company that brings such high quality product at an affordable price:

courteous, excellent customer care/follow up

thank you, firmoo, for your Patience with me and my posting this well earned review.

for those that Yah leads here for a visit...

if in the market for stylish, affordable eyewear- prescription or fashion- go here:

first time customers may enjoy a generous discount by going here:

experience first hand + know that what i share is true:)

thank you again, firmoo.

 an indication of His season of Favor, as we head on into...


Thursday, March 19, 2015



KJV Psalm 32: 1-11 

1   Blessed is he whose transgression is forgiven, whose sin is covered.

2   Blessed is the man unto whom the Sovereign imputeth not iniquity, and in whose spirit there is no guile. 

3   When I kept silence, my bones waxed old through my roaring all the day long.  

4   For day and night thy hand was heavy upon me:  my moisture is turned into the drought of summer.  Selah.  

5   I acknowledged my sin unto thee, and mine iniquity have I not hid.  I said, I will confess my transgressions unto the Sovereign; and thou forgavest the iniquity of my sin.  Selah.

6   For this shall every one that is set apart unto thee in a time when thou mayest be found:  surely in the floods of great waters they shall not come nigh unto him.

7   Thou art my hiding place; thou shalt preserve me from trouble; thou shalt compass me about with songs of deliverance.  Selah.  

8   I will instruct thee and teach thee in the way which thou shalt go.  I will guide thee with mine eye.  

 9   Be ye not as the horse, or as the mule, which have no understanding:  whose mouth must be held in with bit and bridle, lest they come near unto thee.

10  Many sorrows shall be to the wicked:  but he that trusteth in the Sovereign, mercy shall compass him about.

11  Be glad in the Sovereign, and rejoice, ye righteous:  and shout for joy, all ye that are upright in heart.


Love's in need of Love...


in a major way...His People/my people need One Love.

as we head on into...


Friday, March 13, 2015

i'm never speaking up again...just one more thing...

i'm never speaking up again...

just one more thing...

why does that crack me up?

the ability to laugh, hard, at the most random thoughts has been my saving grace, lately.

thank you Father.

without a doubt, every little glimmer of Goodness comes from You. 


if i could conquer this give Love in the face of no Real Love thingy...

i'd be off to the races!

if only...

this song has been in my head a lot in the last few days. 

though not sung from my point of view, really. 

more of a mixture of how i feel sometimes, at certain parts.   it is definitely how someone else should be feeling Right now.  though i doubt they will.   in all likelihood their position=

it's all Eve!! 

it's that woman!!! 

i wear my heart on my sleeve!!!

never mind gentleman rules, home training, respect for boundaries, discretion, etc.

i can only own what i own. 

despite folk being quick to try to hang all their ish on me. 

'cause i am "strong"...

does any body else feel like "oh, no!" when someone calls them this?

i do.

experience informs my Belief that whoever says it,  is about to try to weigh me down with a whole bunch of junk that i don't want, need, nor own.

then if vehemently rejected...

"attitude" convos ensue.

anything outside of nods and smiles in the face of the utter madness = "bitter"...

hence the resolve to never speak up again.

just dumb, mute, blank stare + blinking.

yep.  that's the plan. 

surely that can't be mistaken as condescending, patronizing, wicked heart, or any other label folk have attempted to slap on this week alone.

speaking up finds me in trouble...


"it's not what you say, it is how you say it."

not speaking of any one particular soul.  be clear.  many have made a point of saying this to me or where i can hear...

pure uncut never goes over well it seems. 

folk demand a grip of sugar, ish and polietics.

never mind these same ones come...


but then i am "strong"...



no time to go on and on. 

the song:

speaking up will get you deserted...

with the quickness.



understood + all Good.

now that the random brain drain is done.  self therapy.


you know, i've been told to shut everything down.

thought about it + started to do it, too.

then decided, on my terms, would be when it made my list of things to do.

Truth:  i write for my life + sanity- what's left anyways:)

if in the process another soul is Blessed...

then all the pressing and stress is worth it. 

yes, stress, is a by-product of non stop failed tests. 

i could quote some Scripture that states otherwise, but then i already covered the fact that i am failing + getting much wrong.

that said, i turn my attention to the only thing in the world that gives me Peace. 

the only thing in the world that feeds my soul. 

the only thing in the world that encourages me to be me + free.   while the world that doesn't even know me tries to dictate to me, how to be me.

His Word.

it seems no matter what i am facing...

it has already been faced + written about.

on those days when i feel more tested, pressed and stressed than Blessed- His Word is my Strength + how i keep on. 

so, i will be practicing just holding silence. 

that i may truly walk as righteous, heart of Yah, King David-whom i Love:)

before my ever present accusers line up to slap me with "hypocrite!" labels...

please know that i know;  i fail miserably time and again with verse 1 of the following KJV Psalm:



KJV Psalm 39:1-13 

1   I SAID, I will take heed to my ways, that I sin not with my tongue:  I will keep my mouth with a bridle, while the wicked is before me.  

2   I was dumb with silence, I held my peace, even from good; and my sorrow was stirred.

3   My heart was hot within me, while I was musing the fire burned then spake I with my tongue,

4   Sovereign, make me to know mine end, and the measure of my days, what it is; that I may know how frail I am.

5   Behold, thou hast made my days as an handbreadth; and mine age is as nothing before thee:  verily every man at his best state is altogether vanity.  Selah.

6   Surely every man walketh in a vain shew:  surely they are disquieted in vain:  he heapeth up riches, and knoweth not who shall gather them.  

7   And now, Sovereign, what wait I for?  my hope is in thee.

8   Deliver me from all my transgressions:  make me not the reproach of the foolish.

9   I was dumb, I opened not my mouth; because thou didst it.  

10 Remove thy stroke away from me:  I am consumed by the blow of thine hand.

11 When thou with rebukes dost correct man for iniquity, thou makest his beauty to consume away like a moth:  surely every man is vanity.  Selah.

12 Hear my prayer, O Sovereign, and give ear unto my cry; hold not thy peace at my tears:  for I am a stranger with thee, and a sojourner, as all my fathers were.

13 O spare me, that I may recover strength, before I go hence, and be no more. 


at the end of the day...

come what may...

it is He, alone, i seek to please. 

it is my soul's prayer that all souls will know that this is what time it is, for Real, as we head on into...



Wednesday, February 25, 2015

be angry...and sin not...

be angry...

and sin not. 

a tall order for those of us that daily strive to be fully emotionally disciplined + keep what feels like triple portions of Wrath in check;( 

failing miserably...

most days. 


= a victory. 

even if only an itty bitty one... 

+ i sense the devil really wants me to drop +stop... 

dead in my tracks.

Truth be told, i feel tired enough to do just that. 

but that is just a feeling. those feelings get shaken.

but YAH!

so just a quick little, try my level best to clear my head, writing break...

before it is time, with a serious headache that came for a visit today + won't go away and stop.

be that as it is time to get.the.grind ON!


i pray all saints in the midst of the battle will catch their second wind, in Messiah's Mighty Name.

here's a quick a song and word of encouragement...

a place where He led + fed me, in my daily bread.

for all souls struggling to be angry and sin...not.

confession:  cap locked bold defeated devils REALLY tick me OFF! 



just had to get that out...before my aching head pops;)

to help keep things in their proper perspective...despite all i think i see. 

for those of US on epic Faith walks that just won't stop, come what may. 

may HIS Praise always be our my mouths...'cause it is written:


KJV Psalm 40:1-17 

1   I WAITED patiently for the Sovereign; and he inclined unto me, and heard my cry.

2   He brought me up also out of an horrible pit, out the miry clay, and set my foot upon a rock, and established my goings. 

3   And he hath put a new song in my mouth, even praise unto our Almighty:  many shall see it, and fear, and shall trust in the Sovereign.  

4   Blessed is that man that maketh the Sovereign his trust, and respecteth not the proud, nor such as turn aside to lies.  

5   Many, O Sovereign my Almighty, are thy wonderful works which thou hast done, and thy thoughts which are to us-ward:  they cannot be reckoned up in order unto thee:  if I would declare and speak of them, they are more than can be numbered.

6   Sacrifice and offering thou didst not desire; mine ears hast thou opened:  burnt offering and sin offering hast thou not required.  

7   Then said I, Lo I come:  in the volume of the book is written of me, 

8   I delight to do thy will, O my Almighty:  yea, thy law is within my heart.  

9   I have preached righteousness in the great congregation:  lo, I have not refrained my lips, O Sovereign, thou knowest.  

10  I have not hid thy righteousness within my heart; I have declared thy faithfulness and thy salvation;  I have not concealed thy lovingkindness and thy truth from the great congregation.  

11  Withhold not thou thy tender mercies from me, O Sovereign:  let thy lovingkindness and thy truth continually preserve me.  

12  For innumerable evils have compassed me about:  mine iniquities have taken hold upon me, so that I am not able to look up; they are more than the hairs of mine head:  therefore my heart faileth me.  

13  Be pleased, O Sovereign, to deliver me:  O Sovereign, make haste to help me.

14  Let them be ashamed and confounded together that seek after my soul to destroy it; let them be driven backward and put to shame that wish me evil.  

15  Let them be desolate for a reward of their shame that say unto me, Aha, aha.  

16  Let all those that seek thee rejoice and be glad in thee:  let such as love thy salvation say continually, The Sovereign be magnified.  

17  But I am poor and needy; yet the Sovereign thinketh upon me:  thou art my help and my deliverer; make no tarrying, O my Almighty.


bread/food and encouragement for the soul, indeed, as we head on into...